Saturday, November 22, 2008

I fell in with an IbHmoob member...

It was like love at first internet connection. The first thing that popped into my mind was when I got online. It's like when you're new to MSN messenger and someone says HI to you. You're all excited that you got your first IM. You're like OMG, I must be special. Then you open the IM to reply back to them saying HI. Then the conversation turns into dust. Usually goes from "How are you?" "I'm good, and yourself?" to staring at the blank screen waiting for the other person to respond back.

But this was like none other. This time it was like I talked to her and she talked to me. Non-stop. Can you believe it. It was like magic. It was like we were meant for one another. The pieces of the puzzle just line up perfectly. No jagged edges, not even a crease to make it difficult. I could talk to her for hours on and on and on. We talked endlessly. I knew we were so in love cause every night before she left, she would say "I love you." I was so happy at times. You know the happy where you're clueless to what to say to her. Whether you tell her you love her too, but then she might you're trying to get in her pants and that you're easy; or you don't say it, and she'll be left to wonder if you really feel the same way towards her.

So I took a wild shot and I said it. "I love you." My heart was racing on so hard. Even the nudge on MSN isn't as powerful as my heartbeat. My heart was going so fast that even cable internet had a hard time keeping up with, my heart was overclocking even my processor. Sweats were running down my face, all way down to my feet. The hair on my back stood so hair, I swear I grew an inch. Could this be the feeling of love? Could it? I couldn't come to think of it. I have never fell in love with an IbHmoob member before so I didn't know. I was clueless as a child would be with a condom. It was like I have been blindfolded then spun around in a circle till I was so dizzy I wanted to vomit. Then I was dropped off in the middle of no where to wander about. Wobbling back and forth trying to get my grash of where I was and at the same time catching my balance.

Then I suddenly came back to the world. Just like a light was shining straight from heaven into my room. As if Zordon had teleported the Power Rangers right back to the Command center. I was so grateful. I knew this was love. Not just any ordinary love. It was love like in the Korean Dramas that I used to watch in my alone time. The kind of love that is so magical, that you only see in Disney movies. This was the kind of love that our parents would tell us in stories that happened so long ago with no happy ending. But this, I was sure, it would have a happy ending. Wait, I would make it so there would be no ending to our love.

And there, I knew I was in love with an IbHmoob member. Her name is...

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